First, savory thank you for emailing me a while back. It really made me feel better. I'll probably be emailing you more in the future :p
What is new in my life?
My hair is falling out!
And I don't say that with an excited exclamation point. I say it as WTF!!
If I want to model, I must get skinny. But if I get skinny, I must lose my hair? But if I want to model I need good hair!!
I did that photoshoot. I probably already said that weeks ago? It was fun. I didn't eat all day before it (thank god) and I still felt like such a fatass. I have some of the pictures. If someone actually wanted to see them for w/e reason leave your email address. If I think you are suspicious though I'm not gunna send them haha.
I have two more photoshoots coming up in the near future. One with someone actually pretty good so I MUST be skinny for that one...
I graduated high school and I think I am learning what the "freshman fifteen" or whatever it is called means. I have gained like five fucking pounds. Someone please slit my throat. That is part of the reason why I have been avoiding this place. I feel like such a failure. And I feel disgusted with myself. All I'm saying is I definitely weigh over 110 :'(
I do not know when I will post again. Depends on how much I feel that I am failing I guess. Other life stuff too that is hard to deal with.
I miss you guys!
