1. I don't think my body can honestly handle fasts. The last time I ate was this morning and already I feel like total shit. Maybe I'm just weak. I dunno. I'm planning to AT LEAST keep this going for 24 hours though. I can do that.
2. Oh. My. God. I'm fucked. I'm paranoid. Today was the first day that someone has ever asked me if I am anorexic (besides times when people have said that when I was younger because I was simply so skinny)....I TOTALLY must have gave it away!!!! I just stared at her and sort of gave her a weird look but didn't even deny it!!! Wtf is wrong with me??? I am SUCH an idiot. Fuck! I mean, I'm not even sure that I am, but I have "food issues" at the least which is still a problem. Shit. Shit. Shit! Hopefully that's not the new talk of the workplace.
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Knowing the people at my work, they would decide it was their duty to give me some sort of intervention.
After she asked me and I said nothing, she said that was bad and I shouldn't do that. She ended up hardly talking to me the rest of the night.....
I'M SCREWED.
Did I mention that before she asked me that, this guy that I work with asked me what's been wrong with me lately? Are they teaming up on me? Am I paranoid? Am I seriously screwed now??
If it comes up again, say you were shocked that she would ask you such a question and that someone close to you suffers from that disease so a) you know how serious it is and b) that's why you reacted the way you did.
ReplyDeleteOr you could go "I just have some food issues at the moment, but I'm working on it, thanks" route.