Andthenandthenandthen the anxiety kicked in. I started acting weird and awkward. They must have noticed it because I was so happy when I first got there and then I did a total flip :/ I can't help it!
But that isn't the point.
The point is, a girl who worked there (I know her, don't worry) picked me this short ass pirate wench outfit for me to try on because she was bored. I told her no no no no. I don't want my fucking thunder thighs to show (I didn't say that). I finally agreed just so she would stop asking. She came in to help me and she was like "here let me zip it for you"
It wouldn't zip.
She's like "okay it looks really cute but this extra small is for girls who don't eat!"
I wanted to die.
I really almost cried.
I fail even when I don't eat. I'm not skinny enough.
I mean she meant it as a compliment but really.....I know you guys are the only people who could possibly understand. Fuuuccckk.
Oh no! You poor girl. Well, at least you aren't suspected.
ReplyDeleteSizes run weird. I can wear an XS in some things an a M in others. Pants are the worst. Nothing deflates your self-esteem faster.
I'm really proud of you for trying it on and letting her zip you up though. I know how skimpy those little outfits are, and it takes courage to put one on, let alone be ok with anyone seeing you (especially with a mind like ours).
Hope you feel better. All my affection :)
im completely gutted for you. dont let it get u down, at least it did fit! and now u have somethng to aim for!
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