This guy came into my work tonight and I rang him up. He was not exactly my type but he was cute. So anyways, he asked me "Would you be willing to go on a date with me?" I wasn't really listening so I laughed and said "Wait, what?" Then he got all shy-ish and said "I was just asking....." At this point i finally realized what he had said and started to feel really bad. It seemed like I just laughed in his face. But then I said "Im sorry! I have a boyfriend." Which I do! I've had the same one for 2+ years! I don't think he believed me because he looked even sadder and left.
Ughhh. I always laugh when I shouldn't laugh. It was a total accident too :/ and he wasn't even asking in a creepy way (if he was I wouldn't have cared if I laughed). He asked very kindly and respectfully. Fuuuck. I don't know why I feel so bad. Probably because of the whole respectful thing he did. Blah.
Going out of town tomorrow for a concerrrrt!! :D this is a big time band that I have LOVED for years. My all time fvorite band. Not naming the name though because it would give me away so easily. I can't wait though. Omg.
Whenever I buy/eat food in public, I feel so freaking embarrassed. Especially if I'm binging and I buy EVERYTHING in the store. I almost feel compelled to say "This is for my sister" or something so they don't think Im a fucking fatass. Or like places that I go to a lot. I get SO embarrassed if I see a worker that I've seen before. Ugh. I hate food.
I wonder if they would put that belly band thing to make you eat less on people who weigh less than 110 pounds. I would totally get it, no matter the cost or the dangers. In fact, I'll take liposuction while they're at it! Suck the fat out of my body.
In other news, I am giving a speeh about necrophilia in a few weeks! Yay!
haha i think most doctors would refuse one of them band things unless u were at least 250 :)
ReplyDeletebuying food is a burden, epsheially when they look at you and you just know they are judging your for buying so much when yur soo fat, sucks
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