Day 3 (???.?):
No chance to weigh myself.
-10 over max intake
+5 water
Day Total: -5 ( sorry guys D: )
Week Total: 32
Day 4 (108.8):
Less than where I started (barely lol, embarrassing) but there is NO way I'm making my goal weight in time.
+10 under max intake
+4 water
Day Total: 14
Week Total: 46! :)
Day 5 (???.?):
+10 under max intake
+5 water
Day Total: 15
Week Total: 61
Day 6 (???.?):
My birthday! Do you see where this is going.....?
+10 under max intake
-5 binge
+4 water
+4 exercise
Day Total: 13
Week Total: 74
Day 7 (108.6):
+10 under max intake
-5 binge
+6 water
+2 weigh in on time
-3 not at goal weight
Day Total: 10
Week Total: 84
Final Total: 84
Is that good or bad??
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I told my bf I am being forced by my doctor to eat trail mix all the time. He asked why. I told him the truth and said because I don't eat enough. I almost started crying but I held it in. I can't tell him. I won't let him worry. After I said it, he didn't say anything. Just silence. This was all after he asked if my pants were too tight. I don't know where he gets these lines that just make me feel like shit, but he does it with ease.
It was my 18th birthday yesterday.
I probably won't post again for a while.
*hugs* I'm sorry that your BF seems like he's flip flopping in terms being supportive and saying things that make you feel bad.
ReplyDeleteI hope things don't get more complicated than they need to be after everything with your doctor. I don't know what the right answer is in terms of talking to people about what's going on, but I hope you find the support and comfort you need!!