Day 1 - Weight Loss Challenge

How many of you guys are in that challenge?? It looks like it's going to be really cool and motivating!
Go Team Pink!! :)
I'm going to post my points on here but you guys can skip over them or whatever. I just need it so I can keep track.

Day 1 (109.1):

+10 bonus question
+10 under max intake
+1 exercise (I worked out for 45 min but I guess only 15 min counts?)
+4 water

(I don't understand the reaching your weekly goal weight part? Do you only do that at the end of the week? For now I'm skipping it.)

Day Total: 25 pts
Week Total: 25 pts

So, I have a photoshoot next week.
Obviously, I can't ever eat again now. I don't even know why I agreed to do it. Now I'm stressing out soo much. What if I look too fat? What if they want me in a freaking bikini or something?? I don't know what to do.
Not to mention, my social awkwardness is at a high point. This girl's gunna think I'm crazy!!

Honestly, if I'm not skinny by next week I'm going to have to tell her I can't do it. I'm not worthy of a photoshoot. I can't have anyone taking pictures of my fat ass. I'm a mess. I am getting acne again. My legs MUST have elephantitis. At least that's my excuse for their hugeness anyways. I can't go on like this. Something needs to change. Maybe this challenge will help me. Because I don't want to fail my team. I mean I don't WANT to fail myself but somehow I always seem to. If I do this for the team and for the photoshoot, maybe just maybe I can get skinny this time. I have to. I fucking have to. I'm tired of these legs, this stomache. I wear size 0 but I probably shouldn't. It is too big on my waist but my thighs feel like they are about to fucking burst out of my pants. Why??? It doesn't make sense! That isn't even my fucked up perception. It is straight truth. I'm disgusting. I'm an embarrassment. I need to change.