I didn't weigh myself today.
Thank god.
+10 under max intake (I haven't eaten today)
+2 water
Day Total: 12
Week Total: 37
I am in no mood to write a long thing now. Basically, I went to the doctor for a "physical" and it ended up having my mom and doctor disscussing how I never eat. The word "anorexia" was never said but it was certainly implied. I feel so shitty now. I wanna curl up and sleep forever.
Lirimeansfree - Thank you, girl! (my iPod won't let me comment you back for some reason). You're too sweet! Plus thank you for the idea about fasting before the photoshoot! Who knows why I didn't think of that! But that's why I have you girls to keep me on my feet :)
Everytime I think about what happened at the doctor, I get an EXTREMELY strong urge to tell someone the truth (no one knows). Someone PLEASE knock some sense into me and tell me what a horrible idea that would be!! Wtf. I honestly might though. It is taking everything I've got right now to keep myself from picking up the phone and pouring my secrets out on someone. But I know I can't. I know I shouldn't. It seems like it would help the pain for a moment though...
Help me.
Think about who you can tell who will understand and won't always be in your business about it or view you differently because of it.
ReplyDeleteGood job on the challenge, and if you mom is noticing that you never eat, just think about what that means: you never eat!