I had one of my last year's teachers write me a letter of recommendation for a scholarship I'm doing. I knew she liked me, but when I got the letter she gave me it was so nice that it made me want to cry. I didn't know that she cared that much about me. I dont think even the people who SHOULD care that much about me could write something so nice. It made me happy/sad all in one to read it. Plus, she's really pushing me to try to get loans and stuff for the college I got accepted into but don't have enough money for. She wants me to go somewhere in my life. She wants me to do what I want to do. And so do I, I just don't know how to do them. It all is too stressful but I would LOVE to leave this town to go 6 hours away and to the beach! I miss surfing :/ I have a board here in my room that's not seen the waves for months.
Shit. I must find some way to make this work this weekend. I'm running out of time...
Only ate frosted mini wheats and a fake chicken patty today so far. I want to eat "less" right now, even if it isn't the healthiest in the world.
Back to school in like 30 minutes, so I better go get ready.
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