Phone posting again.
Im @ the gym right now. Its been a few months & im SO out of shape. I see this guy who used to like me. Even though ive never liked him, i feel embarrassed having him see me like this. I also see this girl who was in my French class 2 years ago. She left halfway through the year to go to rehab for her anorexia. Shes on the hardest machine (I am too). I wonder if shes slipping into her old ways...
You could def tell she was 2 years ago. Stringy hair, bones showing everywhere, super irritable about EVERYTHING, never joined in our eating parties, etc. Even then, before i had my little problem, i envyed her. Little did i know what being her entailed....As i was talking behing her back, i secretly wished i could look just like her..